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2day was a quite fun day la.. We performed for MJC Choir & vice-versa. We improved by a lot & we won MJC in Sunset. Overall, I stil feel tt we’re slightly worse than them.. But I hope tt we’ll b VERY GOOD on SYF Day (4th May 2005). I walked wif the CCHS (M) gang aft choir pract 2 East Coast & I met up wif the MJC Choir peeps aft I ate wif Yang they all. Aft tt, we went to near the beach area 2 enjoy the wind. I was quite tired by the time I reached home (11 plus).

2day’s the last day of my SBL FSC CIP (the 1 whereby I’m teaching the kids). It was quite scary 2day cos there was a quarrel (which omost led to a fight) b/w Zhi Kai & Jun Hong. *Sigh*

Finali! I got a full phone schedule!!! Its been sooo long since tt last happened ok.. Hehe! @ 1pt in time, 3 ppl were calling me! Sooo excited! & Wai Kit wasnt any 1 of them.. He didnt even call me @ all.

I was trying very hard 2 survive wif S$5 a day lor.. *Sigh*

*Sigh* Y do I sound especiali sad these 2wks? Duno la.. *Sigh*

I saw dis on friendster.. It was describing abt me (Sagittarius). I tink its VERY TRUE lor.. *Sigh* Take a look @ it.

"You’ve never been famous for being frugal, but at this point, you’ve learned. You’ve learned so well that it hasn’t even dawned on you that there’s anything you want. Well, you might not want anything. Lucky you!"

The Bottom Line: What you thought mattered is now unimportant or vice versa. Isn’t life funny?

In Detail: A while back, you overspent to the point that you were afraid you wouldn’t be able to make your monthly bills. Ever since, you’ve been good — relatively speaking — and you’ve actually managed to put some cash aside in case of emergency. You may need to pull that out of hiding now, because, much as it will gall you, that’s what it’s for. But you will need to get a new piggybank.

2day is extremely unlucky la.. 1st thg in the morning I was stil haunted abt kY leaving us 2go wif Javier last nite. Anw, I reached the bus stop quite late 2day & I looked dumb carrying the Crocodile plastic bag (tt held my shoes) which belonged 2 my dad’s (I wun use such middle-aged brands la). I couldnt find any other plastic bag (not even the Moschino 1) anw.

Wen we practised, I was sweating heavily (blame it on the weather) while I changed in2 my choir suit.. I tink the choir gown’d hv been less uncomfortable.

Aft practice, it was time for 1-on-1 again. As I stood b4 Jerome, i was so nervous tt my hands were numb. Sooo sad. Sumore I usuali wun b nervous wen I’m in front of him de lor.. By the time I opened my mouth to sing, I knew I’d sing wrongly le.. I was off-tune for all 3 songs & I felt lyk crying la.. The last time I was tested I wasnt lidat de lor.. Anw, Jerome sort of lyk console me la (by passing me). Wana thk him btw *Winks*

Stacey, XiangMin, Yang (& Justin) waited 4me downstairs the choir room & we went 2 drink bubble tea b4 gg 2 TM la. I went 2 the 1st level toilet den I left my wallet in the toilet & it’s gone within 5mins! I oni realized wen we reached Basement 1 & I went back but its GONE!!! Sooo sad lor.. *Sigh* Everythg in my wallet’s gone.. The sad thg’s nt the $ gone (I cant b bothered much wif the $), it’s the wallet (its HuiTing, WenQi & YunYun’s b-day gift 2me last yr), my EZ-Link card & the keys. They went all the floors 2help me find the wallet (in the dustbins lor.. Hw unglam. But hu cared then rite?). I went home by bus (I initially wanted 2accompany them by MRT until I lost my wallet). Anw, whoever took my wallet, if the person doesnt return it, I curse tt the person gets struck by lightning or gets knocked down by cars or bulldozers or smthg!

Wen I went home, mum & dad nagged @ me (esp mum) & my allowance was cut (S$5 instead of S$15)! Can u imagine S$5 a day? Wa lao! Die sia. Sumore shopping $ for dis wk is confiscated! F*** la! *Sigh* Hw 2 survive?

2day’s sooo freaking bad!!! F*** this stupid teacher hu BOOK my name!!! I’m lyk 1 of the most ‘guai’ ppl in sch lor! Fancy booking us jux b’cos we ate cake in the foyer! WTF! Anw, I was bitchy 2him la.. I dun care! I’m gonna tell every1 abt it! He’s jux a pockmarked faced fugly teacher hu’s got nuthg 2do! The other teacher wif him was nicer, explaining everythg 2me.. I duno tt we cant eat other food in sch too.. *Sad*

I went 2meet the MJC Choir ppl aft practice @ Tampines MRT Control Stn for dinner. I made my displeasure 2Javier’s presence obvious & kY got petty & headed home. Javier followed of course & I was lyk "Wadeva la!" I mean lyk hello, hu’s the rude 1? Moreover, I din show it b’cos of kY y he lidat? However, I was lyk tinking, mayb I provoked the wrong person. I provoked sum1 impt 2kY ba.. Orh, tt’s too bad.. *Show sympathetic look* So wad u wan me 2do? Make myself invisible? Uh-uh, hu r u 2 let me do tt? U tink I’m sooo cheap?

Anw, we went 2 the coffeeshop near St. Hilda’s for zhi(2) cha(4). We paid abt S$6.50 each la.. *Sigh* Sumtimes I wonder, shud I jux fight all the way wif my frens for sum1? I oways gif in 2all my frens wen it comes 2 r/ships. *Sigh* Its lyk SOOO many of such incidents! I cant take it anymore!

I slept @ 4am or so & woke up @ abt 7am or so & I saw sumthg I din wana see. Its hard 2 imagine 2 ppl whose names start wif the letter ‘J’ sleeping in the same room as u: Jerome & Justin. Justin’s torso was facing my head & Jerome was sleeping in the same direction as me.

I woke up & brushed my teeth wif Wai Kit & I went 2 wash my hair & bathe (Jerome & I strolled our way there).

I wonder wad does 1 do during a wet dream huh? It isnt all sooo gd witnessing such thg. I wun feel gd if I witnessed such a thg too.

Anw, we had practice in sch 1st b4 gg 2 Siglap South CC for choral clinic. Our performance was a disaster man! A total contrast b/w hw we sounded 2day & y-day! It totally suck! MJC Choir sounded quite gd but they rushed their Japanese song. VJC Choir did well but they were under-performing. AJC Sops cant even hold their high notes properly but they can hit it well. As for TPJC Choir, we went FLAT by a semi-tone for the 2 songs: Gloria & Sanctus Medley and Yumemita. The sops went flat 1st but the whole choir went flat along wif the sops & we struck a chord! We were in tune as a choir in general la.. But I heard frm many ppl tt the Tenors stick out.. I shall nt name names. Many ppl teared aft we were being commented on our performance.

We (the CCHS gang & Winnie & Yi Tien & Shu Wen) ate lunch @ Parkway aft choir practice. I wanted 2 go Yoshinoya @ 1st (although I went there lyk last Sat) but the whole gang of them told me "*Reason Reason*" & I was lyk "Oh, den we dun got there le ba!" In the end, we ate @ Pastamania & Melody came 2meet us. I was sooo shy shy kinda thg cos lyk abit awkward ma.. Hehe! But she’s a nice person leh.. My 1st impression’s correct de la. Saw Adeline, Daryl, Guan Cheng & Juliana & Yang commented. We avoided Yoshinoya @ all costs but we stil had 2meet sum ppl. We saw Kym Ng @ Parkway too (tt’s a consolation)!

Saw Javier & his family & he opened his mouth wen he saw me. It was lyk a "OMG! Y r u here" look. I walked towards him & attempted 2 say "Hi" but he din do anythg & made me so lose face.. It’s worse than me trying 2act unglam in front of the MJC Choir gang! Sooo irritated by it. Esp the look on his face! & he had 2 tell me on the phone tt my frens were all not trustworthy! *Wadeva*

Its been 1 week since I was REJECTED (for the FIRST time in my entire life) & I jux couldnt get over it.. I’m trying 2 come 2 terms wif it though. 1 song can oni describe my feeling (wif both Responsible person & Hong Bao):

(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) and when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) and it’s killing me cause now I know
(Truth is) and when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you

The whole song goes lyk dis & its more applicable 2 Hong Bao (the difference’s tt Hong Bao has no1):

Ah, oh, ah, oh
Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for awhile, I smiled and then
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

I just gotta be honest, I guess
I-I guess I’m still in love, in love, in love

2day’s the day of the choir camp! I was late 4 choir (2mins) & I happily paid $1 (nt lyk sum ppl, pay a few dollars den gua(1) gua(1) jiao(4).. Anw, took a cab 2 siglap south cc & it cost me $6 (nvm, the driver duno where isit sumore lor! Hw 2b cabby lidat?)

We practised til abt 5:45pm & we were released 4 dinner & MJC Choir came in2 the hall 4practice. Wen we returned, MJC Choir alr ended their practice (we were in top form 2day aft our dinner). Anw, I decided 2stay 4 the camp la huh. Sooo boring.. Luckily got Vivian & Shirlyn wif me la. Haha!

We joined in the last part of dance fest & there was lyk a mini clubbing! Yeo Yang & Benji were dancing lyk hell la.. Sooo cool! They were dancing very well la.. Sooo sensual! Haha! I wana dance my "Lose My Breath" MTV!!! Miss the days wen me & Jon danced in front of the computer looking @ the MTV & learning them. Nw noe the moves le cant perform. Haha!

Anw, Vivian & I shared the same thg in common: We used LOTS of care care pdts! Haha! I found out abt tt aft she came out of the cubicle of the male bathroom (she used the male bathroom cos the female bathroom was too scary) & sooo many care care pdts were in the plastic bags.. We exchanged tips etc sumore.. Haha!

Anw, Jerome & Justin came out of their cubicles half-naked (I cant b bothered anw) & Jerome asked me 2 count the number of pectoral muscles on his stomach (I got visible 1s too ok.. Haha! He got abt 4 la.. If he flex, got barely 6). Wai Kit came out wif his lower half of his body nt dressed (he came out 2 dress)! Sooo unglam (esp wen Vivian jux came out of the cubicle).

We watched the Japanese anime (4get the name le). The show damn sad la.. Yang told me they both died in the end. I was watching halfway wen he called. *Sigh* Can all my frens fill my phone schedules soon? Its quite empty nw.. Y all of u wana study study study den nv call me? *Sigh*

2day’s the 2nd last day of my SBL FSC CIP! Gonna finish le! Got abt 100+ hrs le! 2day’s very boring la.. *Sigh* Nw my phone schedule’s so empty le lor.. *Sigh* Dun wana stay 4 the camp leh.. All the ppl in my social circle r nt staying (except a few la). Duno whether 2 stay anot leh..

2day’s a VERY "shiong" day! Early morning (6:30am) got choir pract liao! Tt 1 nvm.. Cos we got2 prepare ma.. Cos SYF day we singing in the morning. Zheng Wei promised 2 release us early if we sing in the morning b’cos its very tiring ma.. But apparently, he din kip 2 his words (again) & we practised until 6 plus in the evening (frm 2:30pm) (til my eyes close le). We were lyk sooo tired le lor.. Forcing us 2sing sum more’ll jux nt improve our singing. Aft tt, Zheng Wei stil wanted Tenors 2 hv a 1-on-1 lor.. I sort of passed the test (many ppl were asked 2 practice by themselves b4 going for a 2nd try). Jerome was nicer than Zheng Wei, encouraging us all the way la (since Z.Wei took over his job of scolding, he shud b nice).

I went 2 Bedok interchange wif James for sum brief shopping b4 I went 2 meet sum1. On the MRT train 2Eunos, I saw Xiang Min & Yeo Yang & we chatted for a few minutes b4 Yang & me alighted @ Eunos. I went home aft meeting tt sum1 (a cute-looking person) & I met Charlene (Jon’s sister) on bus no 60.

I reali hope Scott goes out tml! Every1’s singing during 2nite’s show was jux ordinary lei.. *Sigh*

2day’s a normal day la.. Practice was quite "shiong" & Nelson threathened 2 dismiss us @ the rate we were singing. Anw, Jerome was quite crazy crazy la.. Asking (joking) tt he shud stay @ my hse den can reach sch on time 4choir pract. [& slp on the same bed & snuggle 2 one another (joke oso joke betta la)] (cos we can go sch early 2gether 4 the early pract). Can u imagine? We hv 2 reach sch by 630am & my dad’ll nv wana wake up early so the 4 of us (Juliana, Ruth, Amie & I) will share a cab tml.

During pract, I was looking @ Zhi Hui’s direction & Yeo Yang’s direction & responsible person (sort of) thot tt I was looking @ the person. I hope there wun b any misunderstanding or awkwardness la.. Zhi hui looked back & smiled @ me a few times.

While waiting 4 the bus, Yeo yang & i were screaming the "Lady Marmalade" part lyk crazy. @ least I was the 1.. Haha! It’s damn cool 2 imagine being X-tina or smthg.. It’s gd 2b DELUSIVE a little but nt too much.. Jux dun b lyk the imbecile obese kid in my class can alr. Fancy trying 2maintain an ego even aft being dumped & claiming 2 dump the person.. Tt’s pure lack of shame!

*End of bitching for 2day*

2day is jux a normal day.. Quite boring but a short day (my CLA teacher gtg 4 competition so there was no CLA lesson & Ms Tan gtg 4 sum Econs seminar so there was oso no Econs lesson & I ended @ 210pm. Nadia got quite emotional in the canteen during recess & she attempted suicide using a fork (2 poke her wrist). Fortunately, she’s alrite.. May she recover soon.