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I went to see my neurologist & I was offered an open date appt whereby I could book an appt anytime within 1yr. I had leave for 2day & tml.. Sooo bored la. I went out 2look @ makeup wif Claudine, HuiLing & Yi Xuan. We jux had fun trying products, as always I did wif the girls & even sum guy frens.. (Sum had no choice aka bo pian so they oso smile smile but wad can they do? Haha!) Luckily tml I dun need2 report back 2camp.. Haha!

I’m surfing the net the whole morning b4 I go out to get bitchy. Chancing upon Colin & Kero’s blog, I wan2 share sumthg wif u ppl. I admire their courage & the way they answer the insults tactfuli. I’ll put certain phrases on bold for easier reference if u’re too lazy 2read the whole thing.

"i’ve seen tags like ‘wun ur parents feel sad?’, ‘ur parents wasted their efforts on raising u for 17 yrs..’, etc. first things first, how sure are you that i even have parents? wad makes u think my parents will feel sad? wad do u knw about my family? if u dunt knw, den dun anyhow make statements.. different people react to things differently… and no, i dont need to explain my family stuff to you guys..

my parents’ happiness versus mine… id take mine anyday.. call me selfish but if ur parent were to force u to be wif sum1 u dun like, wud u?

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also, how we are now has nth to do wif our upbringing.. our parents did not brainwash us by making us watch gay porn 24/7 nor do they say things like "i wish u can be gay one day and do us proud".. they absolutly did not do anything like this..

u hate us because u fear us, u fear us because u dont understand us.. i belive most watched the X-men? the situation is somehow similar, mutants desperately trying to fit into the society despite the difference.. lols

at least for me and kero, we’ve been gay for as long as we knw.. it is not a contagious disease nor a psychological problem… juz cause we’re gays doesnt mean we grope every single man we see… like juz cuz ure str8 doesnt mean u have sexual desires for every male/female u see…. and this is not a contagious, please do not treat us like a plague wich will soon wipe out the entire population.. -_-

if ure worried wif the aging or decreasing population, go have more babies..

we dun encourage homosexuality.. we’re juz who we are.. have u ever wondered y we started this blog even though we knew there was a chance of turning the whole world against us?

why not pretend by supressing our feelings- take the easy way out? force yourself to like a girl, die die oso muz marry her, try ur best to make her pregnant so u can answer to ur family, friends, etc?"

I quite agree wif them sumhow.. Haha! Anw, sumtimes I feel asahmed b’cos the majority of str8 guys r the ugly guys out there & vice-versa wif gays. Moreover, sum str8 guys r becoming more desperate for women than kisau singaporean aunties for free gifts.

I wan them 2press on wenever ppl whom they meet outside pass bad remarks 2them. Be like David Gan: Ignore them & make urselves successful so tt u can drown their foul mouths wif $.

Nxt, I like this ‘poem’ tt Colin wrote:

"Our love is pure, true and simple,

It’s still love, nonetheless."

I met up wif JiaLing & we had lunch b4 we went to take neoprint.. We thot the photos would turn out bad cos of our inexperience wif the machine (a new 1) but it was a blessing in disguise!Haha!

I’m sooo proud of my new-found LONG eyelashes! Esp wen I curl it up & finish it off wif mascara! They’re like 2X the length of wad it originali was! I feel more confident now.. & now I’m trying to cure my face which was destroyed by the use of the helmet @ the Be-Moaning Trial. With Artistry, I can! Yay!

I went for my medical checkup @ CGH & I had to do further tests.. Meanwhile, I was presented wif the status Attend B for a month. My nxt checkup will be 1st Aug & then 18th Aug. Nxt, I’ll hv 2start my Class4 driving lesson on 6th July I tink.. Its like, since wen was I born 2drive ppl or for tt matter, supplies?!?! Well, too bad 4me den. *Sigh*

Anw,my Medical Officer is an extremely rude person wif no brains b’cos he doesnt tink b4 he speaks.. Well, woe to him den! He even muttered under his breath tt we ppl r wasting the taxpayers’ $. Pls la.. Hiring sum1 as unprofessional as u is a wastage of $. Anw, he was being scolded by a 1-crab (shall not mention wad it means) for being rude & not allowing ppl wif valid reasons to downgrade & he stil has not learnt frm his lesson. Every1 complains abt him.. Poor thing. Here is a clear-cut example of a social outcast.. my sympathies go out 2u.. *Sobs* Go cry2 ur daddy for more sp**m ba..

I’m waiting for my medical appt on Mon.

I miss my choir juniors (those beloved few).

We reported @ Sembawang Camp for a run & it was raining so we ran @ the shelter. We booked in & booked out in civilian uniform (yay!) & we brought civilian bags (we can continue 2do so!) 2camp. We practicali did nuthg aft the run (we watched 2movies in total tt r militarily-related & showed extreme violence as well as vulgarities).

Today is my 1st day to the new camp & I was quite late due to the traffic jam cused by the rain. Here comes the rainy period again. Anw, aft sum research, I found out tt I’m the support grp @ the SAF Transport Battalion opposite Ayer Rajah camp.We provide resupply 2the navy forces & we hv 2 learn class 4 driving as well as Forklift driving. The ppl there seem quite alright frm 1st glance (as is the case oways) but I hope tt they’re reali nice. We practicali did nuthg & waited 4time 2pass.

I’ll not stay in for the moment (until my course starts in early July). There’ll not b any SOC but there will b the occasional route marches & regular runs.

I went to M’sia for a trip & to watch Wang Lee Hom, Jaclyn Victor (M’sian Idol) & a few other superstars perform. Anw, I took lotsa pictures & they’re like so cool.. Haha! It was a memorable trip & I had 2rush back 2camp on Mon morning.. Sooo rush.. I hope I dun kena for being late! lol.

My posting came out! I’m a sea terminal operator! Its @ Gloucester Camp (sounds nice right?) & I hv 2report on Mon. I dun need2 bring the helmet etc & may not stay in. How I wish I dun need2 stay in!

I’ve been gg out everyday, meeting my frens etc & it’s been nice seeing every1..

I met up wif Joyce, Nadia & Samuel @ Suntec for lunch (our lunch was like @ 3pm) b4 walking ard tt area. I saw my PC frm Tekong (WenGuang sir) outside Subway & Nadia & Joyce were so surprised tt he’s my PC la.. Nadia best.. She joked tt it was unlucky of him 2noe me.. lolz. She regretted wen I told her tt he was my PC. Haha! Anw, I saw Cass as well & boy, I hugged her @ least 3times b4 gg off for shopping again.. lolz.

I met up wif Dave & ShunDe aft tt for a walk ard Suntec (again).

Anw, hapi b-day Jonny!

It was a fun party! I got 2noe a few new frens & 1 girl (Siew Lan) approached me to help her grp makeup & style hair for their cosplay! I got sooo excited! I wan more exposure to helping ppl makeup! It’s a pleasure making every1 beautiful! The food was gd Roselle & thk u for everythg! I love u! Everythg was cool! Rmb to send me the pics!