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How does it feel to blow up a date? It’s jux plain awful.. Not to mention heartbreaking etc. I went to watch "John Tucker Must Die" wif Willie & I was sooo busy wif my arranging for the meetup (the 1st 3mth gathering) on sunday (which eventually was pushed to nxt sun, how irritating but wad 2do).

Having a special feeling towards sum1 means u must learn to appreciate the person (u need not be obvious) but being seen as sum1 unappreciative can really hurt ur self-esteem (many ppl nv learn their vocabulary well so they use ego).

I’ve learnt 2really try 2gif ppl a gd 1st impression. But usually I dun, & many told me tt they were fortunate not to based their impression of me @ the 1st time of knowing me. Why? B’cos sumtimes I’m stil so caught up wif the other ppl of my life (my other frens, my family etc) tt I neglect those whom I meet for the 1st time unknowingly (many girls in TPJC would noe how it feels wen they saw me for the 1st time, tiking I’m an ultimate bitch).

I need a shield to protect me so I appear unfriendly & uncaring. I need security (LOTS of it). Nw imagine a girl trying 2gimme security (hopefully I can find 1, note I use the word hopefully).

"When You Left I Lost A Part Of Me, Its Still So Hard To Believe, Come Back Baby Please Cos We Belong Together."

"Late Nights, Playin In The Dark & Waking Up Inside My Arms, Boy You’ll Always Be In My Heart & I Can See It In Your Eyes, You Still Want It So Don’t Forget About Us."

"(Truth is) I never got over you
(Truth is) wish I was standing in her shoes
(Truth is) and when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you
(Truth is) I never should have let you go
(Truth is) and it’s killing me cause now I know
(Truth is) and when it’s all said and done
Guess I’m still I love with you."

I’m gonna go out wif Willie! I needa watch "John Tucker Must Die" & I’ve packed my 1-week off 2catch up wif my frens. For those whom I couldn’t meet, I’m sry my darlings! Sms me 2arrange for weekends ba..

Dear Edwin,
Here is your couple’s love horoscope
for Friday, September 29:

Let other people stick with candlelight and caviar — your best date now might be a brightly lit hole-in-the-wall restaurant or grabbing a hot dog before a punk rock show. The more different it is the better!

I went back 2camp (wif makeup b’cos I wasn’t supposed 2come back anw) to pass Mdm Lily smthg. Collected lotsa stuff for my frens.. Very heavy but I noe I’ve to practise carrying lotsa my fav luxury brands (Gucci, Burberry, Dior Homme, Moschino, Dunhill, Prada & sum others) in future.

Met up wif my beloved ex-colleague (frm BCS) Jaslyn aft centuries of not meeting her.. She’s stil slim & pretty. But dun smoke too much cos will look old since there’re lotsa free radicals wen one smokes & the face colour turns greyish.

Anw, Jaslyn & I had coffee @ Coffee Bean (met Stacey hu was doing project wif her classmates). I waited for Jaslyn for sooo long til I went to buy sum clothes (a blazer & a grey&black long-sleeved shirt wif white collar & cuffs). I was omost sooo tempted 2buy the Astro Boy t-shirt wif 3-D graphic design. I cant ovrespend le.. Muz plan my finances.. Haha!

Anw, I’m getting tired of love. Too many weird ppl come up2me & I’m not interested! I’m dating sumbody & u dun hv the qualities gd enuf (to compare wif my date) so dun come & find me! But I kinda felt gd abt myself suddenly. However, since y-day I got a little confused wif wad I want. The few of u all shud noe. Y cant love come wif lotsa $ & y cant $ come wif lotsa love?

Do I wan sum1 very protective? Or do I wan sum1 caring? i hv sum kinda telepathic connection wif ppl of mixed ethnicities. Those hu noe will noe. How arh?

Sumtimes I tink to myself, is $ tt impt? And in the end, my answer was a ‘yes’ b’cos we need $ to maintain our presence on earth. So I cant go out wif a penniless cute person. Sry.

Lastly, I reali got2 sort out my thinking & decide asap.. Gosh, y do I hv to do such a cruel thg?

Dear Edwin,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, September 28:

Simple coincidence? The stars say no way! There’s a whole lot of significance in all of the synchronicity happening in your life lately. Your dreams and insights hold the key to your next step.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your couple’s love horoscope
for Wednesday, September 27:

Love is in the air, if the stars have anything to say about it, and the energy’s all about expanding horizons for the two of you. Leave room for the unexpected — it may surprise you in a most pleasing way.

Mum & I got Justina smthg nice (well we oways do, wif our gd taste LOL). I love my dear sister! I jux wish she’ll throw less tantrum or her boyfriend in future will suffer. Too diva le. (I muz b the oni diva in the house, so my mum & sis got 2move over) LOL.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your single’s love horoscope
for Tuesday, September 26:

Keep a journal. Get professional advice. Go for long walks and talk to the trees. Do something, anything to break this romantic pattern that you’re currently locked into. You have so much potential and no time to waste.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your couple’s love horoscope
for Tuesday, September 26:

Whatever your mood is — good, bad, weird, unusually shy — looking at why it is what it is, is going to be an important part of your day and you may need some alone time in order to figure it out.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, September 26:

It’s important to acknowledge all your feelings — yes, that’s right, even the ugly ones that wouldn’t get a gold star from your favorite teacher. It’s just as important to recognize the not-great feelings, so you can choose which ones to act on.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your single’s love horoscope
for Monday, September 25:

Realizing you’re dating the right person at the wrong time can be wrenching — but be glad you saw this sooner rather than later. After a little time passes, you two may just end up being perfect for each other.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, September 25:

Being irresistible isn’t exactly a foreign concept for you, but the stars give your magnetism extra heft these days. People fall under your spell as if hypnotized. Make sure you use these powers for good!

Dear Edwin,
Here is your single’s love horoscope
for Sunday, September 24:

You’re filled with sympathy for your friends when you hear about their romantic trials and tribulations, so how about a little sympathy for yourself, huh? Really, self-love is the key to understanding.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, September 24:

Inject a little extravagance into your life, and you’ll be reminded of just how good things can be. What you do doesn’t have to be excessively pricey, either. A few hours alone with a good book can be even more soothing to the soul.

Last day of IMF!!! Hooray! The supplementation kept me gg but it was tiring man..

There was dis stupid bus driver hu din wana drive us back to our homes lor.. Bus no PA 6151M. Luckily S4 tried her best 2fight for our right (aft all it was 11plus in the evening). She’s the best man!He even brought his family along too! Wa lao! Sooo irritating.

Well, its Singapore aft all & the S2006 is over so mayb he assumed tt he do not need 2smile anymore. I tink tt’s the wrong mentality. Even though they might not hv tt perfectly straight set of teeth (like me), they shud stil smile wen they’re providing a service! Anw, wad can I do? Its their mouth & teeth wad..

Dear Edwin,
Here is your single’s love horoscope
for Friday, September 22:

False modesty or foolish pride only get in the way. Tell your ego to simmer down as you pursue a romantic interest with everything you’ve got. You’ve seen the potential you two have together. Act now!

Dear Edwin,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, September 22:

Think of the ripple effect — how a stone thrown into a pond creates increasingly larger circles. Your impact on people can have the same effect. So the question is: What kind of impression do you want to leave?

TODAY newspaper reported an article (dated 21 Sept 2006) abt SK II customers being dissatisfied wif the current situation, like the strings attached wif the refund of the $ for the pdts etc.

http://www.todayonline.com/articles/143931.asp

"Dang Fang, a consumerwho said she had been using SK-II cosmetics since 1998 said: "We don’t really care about the money, we are just worried that the product might have damaged our skin."

"Up till now, we’ve received more than 100 complaints from consumers (in Shanghai alone) regarding SK-II." - Zhao Jiaoli, secretary-general of the Shanghai Consumers Association.

Dear Edwin,
Here is your single’s love horoscope
for Thursday, September 21:

Socially, you’re irreplaceable. Your friends count on your understanding and sympathy. Your family does too. No wonder you haven’t had a chance to get involved in a little romance lately! Take time for yourself.